#why can't I upload the damn mp3

[theoutcastrogue]

[el-dibidibidorado1]

Untamed Pt.7

Pairings: Bucky Barnes x plus size MASTERLIST

A/n: sorry for the late update! I hope you guys had a wonderful Thanksgiving!!!

"Y/N?!"

Noooooo it's my day off! Pulling the blankets over my head and rolled over.

"Y/N?!" Noooooooo.

"Y/N!" Angrily I sit up and bring the blanket down. My eyes open and....... What the fuck? There is a Christmas tree in the middle of my room?! Oh my god there is a real pine tree in the middle of my room!

Slowly, I crawl out of my bed and sit In front of the tree. The smell filled my nose heavenly and the ornaments.......looked familiar. Except for this one, a turtle dove? My fingers softly touch the dove. Who put this here? All of this.

"Y/N" Mom and Ed open my door with scared and angry expressions.

"Someone broke i-" mom looked at the Christmas tree and looked back at me then back at the tree.

"Ta-ta da" I nervously say and extend my arms out.

"I don't know if I should ask how this got here?" Ed pointed at the tree.

"Good. Cause I don't know how either" they both came in and sat next to me looking at the tree. It's beautiful. Whoever placed it here is amazing. Creepy, but amazing.

"It smells amazing" all of us take a deep breath, taking in the wonderful smell. Who knows how long we sat there just looking at the tree.

"Who wants pancakes?" I asked.

"Me" Mom said touching the turtle dove

"This is new" I nod my head and take it down.

"Usually there is two. One for a friend and one to keep, but here we have one."

"Should we freak out about all of this?" Ed questioned. I feel like if I should, but I don't. Why? Why can't I freak out about this?

"Oooh these are nice!" I look at Ed playing with some sunglasses. The sunglasses! I forgot to give them to Bucky! Aw man!

"Take those off! They are a gift to someone!" I get up and take them off his huge head.

"WHO?" He asked childish, putting his hands to the side.

"Someone special" I place them in the desk.

"Well I'm going to make the pancakes, get ready we're going to grandma's" we all got up and went out separate ways. Getting my clothes ready I head to the shower. The marks are gone but now there is a scar left behind, make up will do.

With no care I put my music on and get in the shower. I have gone back to showering once a one or twice times a day and it is fine, still feel dirty, but I can't let it get to me.

I let the music take over me and begin singing while washing my hair.

~send you my love on a wire~

~lift you up every time~

~everyone oooooooooo~

The thought of someone breaking in kinda scared me, and the thought of someone placing it in my room while I was sleeping made it worst. Holy shit! I mean the tree is beautiful, but who could have put it in there it's super heavy, and so quietly too. Rosie and Caroline know that I wanted a really tree for Christmas! Them bitches will give me socks or something they dont want. They are out.

A real Christmas tree is all I wanted! But who did I also mentioned that I wanted one. Then the realization hit me like a bowling ball hitting a pin.

"BUCKY!" I yell and open my eyes making soap get in. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck that stings. I hurry and get the soap off and finish my shower in a speedy.

Quickly I dry my body and comb my hair. I should have known from the beginning that it was him. My stomach began to get butterflies as I thought about Bucky bringing a pine tree into my house quietly. He gave me a real Christmas tree for Christmas!

"Mom! I need to go somewhere can I get the car?!" I yelled running down the stairs.

"Is 12:37 we need to be at grandmas at 2" she was still making pancakes.

"I'll be back super duper fast!" She gave me her serious look. Come on, please.

"Please I need to go" I gave her my best puppy eyes. Fall for them, fall for them! She threw me the keys, happily I gave her a kiss and ran out. As i raced to Bucky's place I began trying to wrap the sunglasses. That's it! Is that all I am going to really give him! NO! I need to buy him something else! Should I just wait? Or give him the sunglasses?

"Nope! I'm waiting!" Getting out of the car I slip on ice but manage to get a hold of the car door. Getting myself together I go and knock on his door.

Knock knock knock!

I wait for 10 minutes but he doesn't answer. Ugh he's not home! I hit my head against the door. After a couple of seconds I get in the car and head straight home. What did I expect? he has family, duh. Getting home I literally flop myself on the couch.

"Where were you?" Ed asked me.

"Hukmmmmmm" my face was squished against the pillow.

"Huh?"

"I know who gave meee the tree!!!!" Shouted into the pillow. He sat next to me and put a hand on my back.

"His name is Bucky Barnes." He just hummed.

"Ed say something?"

"What do I say?"

"I dont know?! Something?!"

"Is he different?" I nod

"Is he like the other guys?" I shake my head

"Have you....you know?" I shake my head again. I lift my head and look at the destroyed artificial tree. A little chuckle escaped me thinking about Bucky just trying to get all the ornaments.

"How did you guys meet?"

"Work" I sit up trying to fix my hair. He didn't ask anything else. We ate and went to grandma's. We did the same thing over and over again, eat dinner, sit In front of the t.v. or look at the stupid fake tree, then open presents and asking where my boyfriend is, then we eat more. Same. Shit. Over. And. Over. Again.

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"Hey Bucko" Tony sat next to me while drinking his spiked eggnog.

"Hey" he gave me one and I gladly drank it. Alcohol didn't affect Steve or I. Super solder serum.

"Ready for presents?" I nod my head and look at the tree. Damn, Tony goes all out! The thing is almost touching the ceiling.

"You know I didn't buy anything for you guys......i thought I wasn't going to come."

"Hey. Your presence is better than anything" he puts his head on my shoulder and finishes his eggnog.

"Tony what are you doing?" Nat asked amused.

"Don't ruin the moment!" Tony yelled and began digging into his pocket.

"Here take a picture. And post it on my Twitter account. Saying something nice" he put his head back on my shoulder and his hand on my chest like a couple.

"Smile honey"

"No" i deadpan.

"Come On sweetheart" I try moving away but he pulls me back down.

"COME ON. LOVE MEEEEE" I manage to get up and Tony falls to the floor getting a hold of my leg.

"3......2......1!" Nat takes the picture. She showed us the picture cracking up.

"Ohh Oh this is perfect" Tony let's me go and grabs his phone and process to upload the picture.

"Come and open presents!" Steve yells. Once we where all in the room Sam had a Santa hat while giving out the presents. Everyone got a bunch of presents! I got one but it didn't matter I felt good. Bunch of clothes and video games where scattered across the room it was amazing! It felt like home, I just missed someone.

"I know......Buck" Steve caught my attention from Peter teaching me how to use my new phone.

"Hm?" Both Steve and Tony give me a heavy box.

"This is from all of us." Tony said with a huge smile on his face. I began ripping the paper. Man, I felt so excited! I don't care if i just got two presents they ment something important. A record player!

"Look inside" clint said.

A bunch of old records that I enjoyed from the past. I got up and hugged Steve for the wonderful memory before war.

"Hey Bucko" I felt overwhelmed by the gift that a lump formed in my throat.

"There is something else Buck" I look at them and they had huge smiles.

"We might have gotten Tony to make you a mp3 player and put new music in there. It's the songs we think you might like. Some of our favorites too" Clint said as I open the small box inside the case.

"Thank you" I mumbled. I feel overwhelmed with comfort and care.

" Mr. Bucky sir are you crYING? " slowly I wipe my cheek. I guess I am. I try to hid the little tears but I guess I failed.

"I guess I am kid" I lightly chuckled and Peter gave me a bone crushing hug.

"DoN' t cRY" I...

"Peter..." can't...

"Peter........" breath..

"PeTER!!"

"Yes Mr.Stark?"

"Let him go. He can't breath!" Soon as he let go I felt myself take a large amount of air.

"Damn kid you got a strong hold" my voice came out raspy. Laughter filled the room.

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"Here we are Buck" Steve turned on the truck. He wanted to drive to my studio. 3 hour drive just talking and singing like old times.

"Thanks Steve and Sam"

"Yeah whatever. But next time can we hear music from this era! I wanna hear some Kanye West man!" Sam kept on blabbing and blabbing. Ignoring Sam I got out and walked to my door with my stuff.

"Hey" I whip my head to the side and see Y/n.

"Hey. What are you doing here?" I open the door and let her in first.

"Thanks. Umm I wanted to th-thank you for the tree. It's beautiful" her cheeks turned pink. "Welcome" I mumbled and placed my stuff on the bed.

"I got you something.." she gave me a Christmas bag. "It's not like your gift sadly. I wish I could give you something better" I open the bag and see the sunglasses that i wanted and a DVD movie. Dumbo.

"We can finally see the movie. If you want." She was nervous, I can tell. All I need is her presence, she made this Christmas better.

"Y/n, you watching the film with me will make my Christmas perfect"

Tags: @tnupsweetpie

[faceglitchsworld]

Don't worry about the late answer Jo, actually I shouldn't have sent you three asks during June because I knew you were busy 😅🤣 the other two are about TxT and Sweet and my babbling around the lore so...

But these months really we got too much stuff from Monsta X and since you're my only MOA/Monbebe moot I needed to talk about it with you in a way or another 😆

Speaking of both Overdrive and Lights: first of all I loved both the albums and I love how different vibes they gave to us one is for the hoes the other ones is for the happy girls 🤣

Second, my favourites from both of them are: Blame, Dumb and More from Kyun and Freedom, Evolution and Monologue (it's the fifth track) from Honey. There's also Don't Worry Be Happy but if I listen to it rn I'll cry for sure 🥲

His enlistment was so out of the sudden, I'm still recovering 🥲 My mind was ready for Kiki and Minhyukie but not him 🥲😭 My rational side keeps telling me that it's better he went because we'll see Monsta X as a whole once again more earlier but my heart is still crying 🥲 I'm too attached to these men aka the reason why I'm into K-Pop :P

Rn I'm listening to Shownu and Hyungwon album on repeat because DAMN NUNU WE MISSED YOU FR 😭 Also I can't wait to finally see some interactions between Hyungwon and Yeonjun at Inkigayo (if they'll promote there). We couldn't see them together as MCs because Yeonjun was busy but maybe we'll see them rn for the CB promotions 🥺

And I hope the birthday wish I made for Shownu (basically in his birthday letter I wished him to be patient with us and taking care of us because of the military era) will be reality because he'll deal with Monbebes in their military wife era for these two years 🤣

Also, life update, I'm working on my thesis for my bachelor degree so I only have the time to interact with my moots here 😅🥲

And I started uploading covers from my faves in an MP3 format when I have the time. Rn I'm covering both Victon and OOO and the material they made over the years is stratospheric, especially my man Wookjin he made so much stuff I can't believe it's not on Tumblr 😤

Also, speaking of OOO, did you hear the news?

Mf dropped the news for the BL drama and probably they'll make another comeback already 😭 They even changed the logo 😭

Also Mill and Nine are apparently the mains in the drama I'm like NO YOU ALL PLEASE I DIDN'T RECOVER FROM THE beat/beyOnd STORYLINE YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME 😭

Other than that I'm doing well 😌

Oh I was almost forgetting, basically Han Seungwoo (you know, the man from X1 and Victon 🤣) dropped a new CB after his discharging and I'm still thinking that you might like the title track, Dive Into. Idk, when I listened to it I thought "This is something Jo might like" so...if you have some time, give a listen to it, please? 👉👈 I loved the album as a whole but I'm biased towards him 😂

Heyo Jo, I'm coming here just to say that I listened to Changkyun's Overdrive and I'm so so soooooo proud of him really 😭

I listened to this album without any clues whatsoever (yeah, I didn't even listen to the highlight medley...) and I liked it completely 🥺

I'm so happy that he's showing his true self with us through music and I can't wait for what's next for him. He's gonna slay, I'm sure of it.

Honestly both him and Jooheon released good stuff and they're making sure that we as Monbebes are currently having the best time ever with both these releases.

And Jooheon was so so adorable when Overdrive came out, that Insta story was so so cute like, look at them 🥺

They're supposed to be two full grown men but they look like two cute boys 😭

TERESAAAA SORRY I'M SO LATE ANSWERING U !! 😭 how have you been!!

i'm so proud of Kyun too 🥺 he's making his own music on his own terms now, as he deserves!! and he's COOKING, the album is 🤌🤌🤌 what are your favourite songs?? mine are Blame, Habit and More! I.M & rnb is a duo that always slay, and the fact that he sprinkled some jazz vibes in there too 🤌🤌🤌 my man never disappoints.

just realised i didn't talk about honey's??? 😭 i'm not super into it atm but it's still a great album!! i'm so proud of him too!! the stages made me emotional ngl ☹

i love how they support eachother and they always have eachother's backs ♥︎ my beloved jookyun ☹ they're always gonna be my cute boys idc idc !!

and now HONEY ENLISTED??? 😭 it was such a SHOCKING news, i didn't see that coming AT ALL 😭🤌 my military wife era intensifies 😔 💔

also, WE SHOULD TALK ABOUT SHOWNU AND HYUNGWON SUBUNIT TOO BECAUSE THEY GOT ME 😵!%!&!?!?!$🤒!*!?!$!*!? and i realised how much i actually missed nunu 😭